It has been a long time since I have updated my website, a lot has happened and the Lord has taught me a lot about my judgment of the churches in general. I cannot say most of my views have changed, concerning churches, but my being so judgmental has to go.  After all, we are not all in the same place in our walk with the Lord.  The truth is, the Bible says, that God looks at the *intent of the heart*.  That means that perhaps, in our lives, there are things that are unpleasing to the Lord...things that are sins (but in our heart), we want to stop doing them but we are not able to or we do not even want to...in that case, we have to pray for the desire to quit whatever it is. (1) What we can do is ask the Lord to forgive us, tell Him we cannot stop, and ask Him for His help to stop, and at that point... we have done what we should.

No matter what sin we are in...it does not matter...sin is sin in God's eyes but we need to make an effort to go towards God by (2) praying to Him (daily) and reading the Word (daily). We do not need eloquent words to pray, we just talk to Him like we would our best friend.  Just reading a little to start because the Bible is called, "The Living Word of God" able to transform us because we cannot transform ourselves, that is for sure. Therefore, if we want help...we need to read the manual. 

We cannot just throw everything out of the window because we are who we are and do not feel worthy because, God still loves us, sins and all, and the Bible says, "Come as you are."  If you go to a church and they do not accept you because of whatever sin it is... go to another one because it is not their job to judge you...it is their job to accept you and love you as the Lord has commanded true believers to do.  Stay wary of people until you know them because trust me, Satan has his little minions in every single church there is...of that, I have no doubt, at all.  The Bible says, "You will know them by their fruits."  That means, if they have good fruit or if their fruit (the way they act...the things they do) are rotten.  Always pray before going to church that the Lord shows you the truth and I guarantee that He will not let you down.  If you do not even believe in God...ask Him to make Himself known to you...and He will.  Having said that, follow no man but find out for yourself if what you hear from that pastor is the truth by looking it up yourself. I do not believe everything any one man says that I listen to. Take notes while you are listening to the message. Pastors are there to be your shepherd and to guide you but, there are some that can be wolves in sheep's clothing even in the pulpit...it is sad but true. I am not trying to judge but I have to put the truth out there regardless if it is negative or not. Depend on no man but, do research yourself and ask God to reveal the truth to you because the Word of God can only be revealed by the Spirit of God.  It is not for everyone to know but only those who belong to Him. Also, the internet is a wonderful study tool if used correctly. 

We are living in perilous times, which is all foretold in the Word of God and the Time of the End is a lot shorter than we think.  

In the beginning, man fell, and to be redeemed back into the family of God...He had to come to earth as a man, confront the ENTIRE RELIGIOUS SYSTEM, show man how it is done, and be tortured and crucified for our redemption. We have to believe that and accept Him as our salvation even though it is hard to understand why He had to die in such a way. He was the final sacrificial lamb and His blood had to be shed to cover our sins.  Salvation is a free gift, there is nothing we can do to earn our way back to God and return to being perfect the way we were created to be when He created Adam. He was created perfect and communed with God until he disobeyed. 

It is so much deeper than most churches are teaching and God is revealing many truths that make it all make sense because this is the End Days.  Questions are being answered that most churches will not or, cannot deal with, or just refuse to consider the truth.  I believe that God removed me from the church for a reason and that was to find out on my own, through different ministries many, of which, I have on my homepage, on this website.  These truths, that I feel the Lord has led me to, are separating Christians even further apart. Now, I feel that I have to go back to a church, what church and why I do not know but that is what God wants...I know that much.  I do not look forward to going back to church. I am not trying to sound arrogant...this is just what my truth is. I really should be grateful that we still have churches where we are allowed to worship God because many Christians in other countries are being persecuted and even murdered for their faith in Yeshua/Jesus. Those Christians are more devoted than the ones here in the Western World.  They put their lives on the line going to underground churches and sneaking Bibles to others.  In those countries, you get killed for having a Bible...it is true.  In those countries, if they do not denounce (Yeshua/Christ) they will be murdered, or go to "re-education" camps where they get tortured and starved, and many never get out of these hell holes. That will come to America...oh, yes indeed...it will.  At that time, we will find out who the real Christians are.  I pray always to never be a coward should the time come.